Everyone else is running, why am I the only one here?
Everyone else is running, why am I the only one here?
Everyone else is running, why am I the only one here ?
Have you ever been in the situation where you can see everyone else is running but you're not? Like how does it feel ? Seeing everybody in front of you but you can't do anything?
It's hurt isn't it ?
Sometimes seeing how successful they are made you feel insecure with yourself. Seeing how happy they are, how grateful their parents and friend are.
Why I can't be like that too ?
It sucks when you don't have anything you want to do.
"What is your dream?"
"Don't you have a dream?"
"How can you live without any dream?"
I know it's pathetic to not have something as common as a dream, I know.
"How do you want to survive later ?"
"Do you think you have chance to compete if you don't have any dream now?"
"Brainless."
You said to "Do as I'm told, that it would be all fine when I go to University."
"Why do you continue your study in this course ? You won't have a future."
"You shouldn't join this course. You won't have a work in the future."
"Join the medical one. Your future is okay when you can become a doctor."
"You are stupid. You don't deserve to enroll in University."
I'm the asshole for believing those words.
Now, I live because I can't die.
As time goes on, I'm becoming more impatient,
The feeling of being on my own,
I'm on my own right now,
I want everything to disappear,
I want it to disappear like mirage,
Want it to disappear
I want my damn self to disappear.
Like this, the world throws me away
In the moment i'm getting further away from the sky,
I'm falling.
