Reminiscence

reminiscence

rem-i-nis-cence

(n.) a story told about a past event remembered by the narrator

No matter how much you've tried.

No matter how much we've tried.

If the fate said we're not meant to  be together,

Then, we are not meant to be together.

and no matter how much you try to push each other..

If you're meant to be with them,

Then, you'll be with them.

In the end, it will always be fate that'll made us who we are,

that will make our stories,

that will create the memories,

no matter how much you want to forget it,

no matter how much you want to change it,

it will stay there.

The more you force yourself, the more it'll be hard for you to move on.

And no much how you hate them,

no matter how many tricks and dirty play you tried to push them away,

If fate still want you to be with them,

They will always be there for you.

whether to be the one for you to prank,

or to be the one to protect you when you need the most.

Sometimes life is just like a movie,

And sometimes it will be just unexpected as how you might can even think.

No matter what it is.

Everything is actually already written as your fate

"It has been proven in reminiscence, I will be lost.." 
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[ Insomniacks - Reminisensi ]

LIE

Does it hurt others if you tell the truth?

This might seems harsh but sometimes telling people the truth is better than flattering and comforting them with lies.

Cause, it's even painful to know the truth after  a lot of lies.

especially when it's from someone who you fully trust.

So, hey.
It's better to tell the painful truth than you gave them a lot of beautiful lies.
It will surely hurt.
But at least, the pain isn't as painful as knowing the truth after years being lied on.

I am still the same person I was before

I am here, the same person I was from before,

but

An overgrown lie is trying to swallow me whole

Can you imagine the unbearable pain one need to go through,
especially after when they knew how much you lied just to make them feel better?

It would make everything worst.