Butterfly

 

I still can't believe this,

All of this seems like a dream,

Don't try to disappear.

She's suffering.
She's hurting.
The pain, the sorrow, the hallow.
Everything is killing her deep down in her heart.

She tried to show them she's okay.
She tried to tell them she's not hurting.
She tried to hold the emotion by herself but it isn't enough.

He can see it.

He can see the pain that she's hiding.

And he promised himself that he will help her.

Will you stay by my side?

Will you promise me ?

If I let go of your hand,

you'll fly away and break

I'm scared, scared, scared.

He can see she's hurting.
He can see everything through her.
She's an open book but she's good at hiding it.

Loving someone suicidal is hard isn't it?
New scars, new attempt, new pain.
Everything seems normal for her.

But he can't take it.

It's hurting him.

Knowing she's trying to take away her life,
he promised he'll always be with her.
He'll never leave her side.

Not wanting his butterfly to fly away and break.

Will you stop time?

If this moment passes ?

As though it hadn't happened

I'm scared, scared, scared I'll lose you.

What if one day he actually leave?
Like how almost all other person did.
She's hurting too much and she can't take it anymore.

But, his existence..

There's nothing much with his existence.
He's just trying to be there for her.
Listening to what she want to say.
Just stay close by.

She's getting attached, he knows that.

But he thought,
isn't that better than she made 1000 attempts taking her life?

You're just like butterfly,

From afar, I steal glances

If we touch hands, will I lose you ?

You shine in this pitch of darkness that is the butterfly effect

Your light touches

I forget the reality at once

Like Butterfly effect,

they both changed.

Will she hurt if everything stopped suddenly?

If somehow he hurt her,

will she trust her again?

Her existence too became important.
He doesn't want any other thing.
Just both of them,
living,
happily.

He changed her.
She became happier,
He can see it too.

She changed because of his touch.
His light touch which made him feels more her.

The butterfly impact sure changed both of them.

And he do sure knew it.

You

Who is like a dream

is a butterfly high to me.

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Uh Good

 

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But, I still want to cross that two bridges,

To reach myself,

To the real me, yeah yeah

To the real me, yeah

Uh good - RM ( mono album )

 

You might think you are not good enough.

You turn around just to find that people keep talking.

 

"You have to do much better."

"You need to be more cooler."

"If you're going to be defeated, might as well die."

"You have to win."

You. You. You.

 

YOU.

Uh good - RM ( mono album )

 

They won't stop talking,

You know that.

But, there's something in your heart saying ;

If you obligate, you will be free.

 

But, is that really true?

 

At one point.

After you change, you will realize.

Why can't people stop talking?

Even when you already change to what they want.

Can't they just stop?

Can't they just quit?

Can't they just give up?

 

Have you ever ask yourself..

Can't you just close your ears?

Can 't you just unsee them?

Can't you just follow your heart?

Be what you want to be?

Not following what your society want?

 

They told you to stop chasing your dream.

They told you to stop running for your happiness.

They told you to do what the society want.

They told you to change.

 

Then,

 

They FORCE you to change.

They force you into the mold of the society.

They said you need to fit in,

They said it's better to be in the circle of society,

They said you need to let go of your dream.

It's useless.

 

Will you change?

Will you give up?

Will you just drop everything you love and follow what they said..?

 

It may rain days and days endlessly,

Even in dessert, rain can fall.

But, I'm sorry.

I can't give up on myself.

Uh Good - RM ( mono album )

 

To be out of place, it hurts so much.

If you don't experience it, it cannot be known.

My ideal and what is reality,

They're so far,

Far away.

Uh Good - RM ( mono album )

 

You will hurt,

You will feel the pain.

 

Can you bare it?

 

The moment where you'd be left out from the society?

People just walk away and look at you as you are nothing?

Are you really sure that you want to keep running for your dream?

Have you think it through?

 

Will you give up?

Can your survive?

Can’t you just let go of everything?

 

The me who I know, can't let me go.

In my head, you're so flawless.

So complete.

Uh good - RM ( mono album )

 

If it's for the society's voice,

You can't give up.

Even if you change or not,

They will keep talking.

 

Whether the changes is bad or good.

 

They will talk.

They won't stop.

Until you give up.

Until you surrender yourself.

 

It hurts,

Following your dream which people against it.

You will trip and fall,

People will throw stones and knives.

People will drag you down so you will give up.

 

But, is it worth it?

The happiness that you will achieve after you chasing your dream.

Or..

The voices that you follow that lead you to a non-objective life.

 

Which one will you choose?

 

"What are you running for?"